my heart breaks for the girl i was before

my heart breaks for the girl who had to beg for even the smallest things

my heart breaks for the girl who had to beg to be treated right

my heart breaks for the girl who had to beg to be met halfway

my heart breaks for the girl who thought holding tighter to make it work would be the right thing to do

my heart breaks for the girl who always blamed herself for every arguments

my heart breaks for the girl who thought she is the the reason everything’s falling apart

my heart breaks for the girl who put up with all the things that she wouldn’t even do to others

my heart breaks for the girl who wasn’t brave enough to say no

my heart breaks for the girl who thought what she asked was too much

my heart breaks for the girl who thought she wasn’t a good person

my heart breaks for the girl who didn’t feel seen

my heart breaks for the girl who couldn’t see how the other person slowly shatter her into pieces day by day

my heart breaks for the girl who held tightly to the idea of the person instead of who the person really is

my heart breaks for the girl who cried almost every night thinking it wouldn’t get any better

my heart breaks for the girl who thought that this is really the love that she deserves

(ib. luxedlex on ig)