I.
i’m sorry i couldn’t be the best.
but i hope the warmth of my love fills in even the smallest corners of your heart. i hope the warmth of my love is enough, not too cold, yet not too hot. i hope the warmth of my love makes you feel loved everyday.
II.
remember how i had so much fear in me to trust you even just a little bit?
you said i could trust you, yet now i feel i couldn’t trust anyone.
III.
i love this version of me that you brought out.
a lovable, full of life, fun girl who’s strong enough to break the limitations.
a funny, cheerful girl when i’m around you.
a version of me that i miss so much now.
IV.
you said i’ve given you perspectives, the unimaginable ones through our time together.
but love’s never lost when perspective is earned.
but i don’t know if love was ever there in the first place.
V.
i made you my muse, to my writings and lullabies.
yet you admitted that you only loved some parts of me.
you created an idea of me for your muse, i don’t know who she is.
i loved every crooks and corners of your soul, your mistakes and your flaws, but you’re so fixated that i couldn’t be someone you made in your mind.
i know i have tried my best.
it’s on you that can’t see me for who i am.
last thing i ask from you, my dearest, accept me as i am.
